Thursday, November 29, 2007

i can't lie - part 2


i mentioned about our anniversary........ yes, if i was "behaving" it would be our 8th year (i misbehaved after our 5th 1/2) ............. that's what i keep telling my dad "no papa, it wasn't his fault, it was me"....... because it really was me....... i know he loves me, he's not the type who's vocal about his feelings but i know he loves me (or loved me) and i still feel so bad whenever i remind myself of the heartaches i have inflicted on him....... i really wish i could turn back the clock...... maybe i shouldn't have left the philippines........ we almost got back together if i didn't just packed and left my country......... i know he doesn't want me to leave but....but.... i'm stubborn..... full of pride........ i was waiting for him to stop me.....

someone told me i keep living in the past........ maybe i am......... but i don't care......... this is the only theraphy i know and that is to acknowledge what i'm currently feeling even if it means digging thru the past......... as much as possible i want to hit my current feelings head on....... sort them out, acknowledge that this is what i'm feeling, wallow on whatever that feeling is and when i get tired of it i'll move on.........

but right now, the only way to move on is to find closure....... and i have to see him........... if he accepts me again, well and good........ if not, if not..... *sigh* then that means i really messed it up........ it means it's high time to move on and i mean, really move on..........

yeah...yeah... i'm being melodramatic again, blame that time of the month! :P

i can't lie...

a lot of times, whenever we chat at ym i have this urge of telling him how much i miss him...... but i don't have the courage...... maybe it's because i'm afraid that he would reject me...... yes, i'm still inlove with him...... and he's still the one i want to spend the rest of my life with..... he gets me.... he digs me.... he knows me..... we get into each other's nerves sometimes, yes...... but we also know how to make each other happy....... we laughed a lot........ my dad still asks about him, about us..... although he's not saying anything about us, from the sound of his voice i know he's still hoping that we'll get back together......




i long for the days when we would just sit on the car while i eat mc donald's french fries, choco fudge sundae and OJ..... i miss him saying "ang takaw mo" while i'm eating........ or "ang tyan, ang tyan..."..... i miss walking along greenbelt park and stopping for a minute or two if the band is playing a good song...... i miss falling in line at a movie theater with him...... i miss his hands, his stout "matabang maputing bulate-like" fingers....... i miss putting my head on his shoulder (i remember telling him that my head fits perfectly on his shoulder, like it was meant to be there)..... i miss staring at him while he's driving and him complaining why i stare....... i miss him calling me "dude".......



i so miss him...... specially now that my birthday is coming and our anniversary date is coming....



p.s.

sometimes you really have to make a few
wrong decisions before you realize what
it is you really want....



p.p.s.

i don't want to hurt someone
else's feelings but i can't lie
to myself or to that someone
else for that matter.......

mt. pinatubo anyone?


Do you still remember an afternoon when suddenly everything got dark and we were enveloped by grayish darkness and ash started "raining" on us? Yes, that's the mount pinatubo erruption. Have you ever wondered how that volcano looks like upclose? We, the Travel Factor will take you there.



Experience the extraordinary volcano that erupted sometime in 1991 and described as the beauty of horror. Now a days, this volcano is enjoyed by tourist, novice climber and mountaineer. A different landscape you should not miss. Enjoy the 4x4 ride on it's rocky terrain, towering lahar deposit and its unique crater lake.

intrigued? follow this link

more pictures?

(mine) http://sweetsentiments.multiply.com/photos/album/3/Mt._Pinatubo_Philippines

(friend's) - richard http://www.photonski.com/images/112888

(friend's) - macky  http://mackysy.multiply.com/photos/photo/2/1

(friend's) - richard again http://www.photonski.com/images/112886

 

Monday, November 26, 2007

picadillo for a cranky mood?





picadillo
Originally uploaded by photoholic-ayeen

it's that time of the month again that, aside from being cranky, i have all sorts of cravings again and this time i'm craving for picadillo..... actually, i'm confused about how it's really called..... all my life i know this dish as picadillo but jollibee called at arroz cabana.... anyway, so yeah, that's my saucy version of picadillo (i like it not too dry so i could mix it with rice).... my second batch since i got here in philly....this time i made sure i have my quail eggs and i have my banana (the saba, i fried it and sprinkled it with tiny tiny sugar).... my first batch doesn't have them....


so how is it cooked?

hmm... just cut everything in mall cubes (potato, carrots, onion, tomato)... then saute garlic, onion and tomato..then add the ground pork...then add half cup of water...let it simmer...then add potatoes, green peas and carrots...leave it again for a few minutes...oh! and put tomato sauce...then leave it... mix in the raisins, season to taste and lastly add the quail eggs.. that's it!

btw, the rice is worth mentioning :-P..... i don't have rice cooker and i'm still perpetually stupid when cooking rice but i have my left overs when we ate at a chinese restaurant a week ago, hehe, so you can imagine how hard the rice is by now.... so what i did is to mix it on a pan in very low heat with some of the sauce from this picadillo and now it tastes like paella,lol...... who would know it was a week old rice :-P










                my packed lunch for tomorrow                                  my dinner


Saturday, November 24, 2007

indonesian food...



indonesian_resto



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indofood5
indofood4|

now, we'll talk about indonesian food.... not indian food but indonesian food....... although, i must say i love indian food too (well, what can you say i looove eating)..... so anyway, i should have blogged about this 3 weeks ago but i keep forgetting to ask my friend what our order was.....

so anyway, these are (starting from left, top to bottom)...
+ es shanghai/es campur (assorted tropical fruits and jelly with milk dressing)
+ nasi goreng mawut (chicken fried rice mixed with fried noodle, bean sprout and cabbage)
+ nasi campur (complete rice dish combination of chicken curry, rendang beef, egg, fried thin rice noodle, served with shrimp chips over steamed rice)
+ pisang goreng (fried bananas)
+ tahu berontak (uprising tofu with bean sprout, carrot and bamboo shoot)
+ gado gado (my fave! indonesian salad, cabbage, bean sprouts, tofu, egg, firm rice w/ peanut sauce with flour crackers or shrimp crackers)....
try also their satay and ayam goreng kalasan...... some of the indonesian food are spicy (50%).... they use a lot peanut sauce and coconut milk....... and yes, they are good! try it!

i had indonesian food again just today for lunch (i was able to try something new but i'll just wait for marie to blog about it ).... two of my pinoy friends plus my friend's roomie from chicago visited me for thanksgiving (they were with me thursday until saturday)..... and my friend and i decided to treat them for lunch because we want them to taste the indonesian cuisine.... btw, i also took them to a jamaican resto yesterday night....... it was just a bummer that we weren't able to get them a philly cheesesteak because the line is always so darn long and they will miss their flight if we still decide to fall in line.... oh well, i'll just bring them some when i visit chicago..... but i hope they enjoyed their visit........ there are still a lot of things that i still want to show them but we didn't have enough time.... there's still the amish town, the valley forge national historic park, the reading terminal , they weren't able to see the bell because the line is soo long.... we can also go to hershey park if we had time..... it would be nice too if i was able to show them atleast one of the many museums in philly....

next time....next time....

indofood3
indofood2
indofood1

Wednesday, November 21, 2007

so you want to learn photography....


thought you might be interested....
specially to those joining the photoholic-ilocos series tour...



for more info go to: http://karlodl.multiply.com/photos/photo/26/1?replies_read=1


Sunday, November 18, 2007

cendrillon, a pinoy resto in NY.... you just got to try it!

cendrillon_inteior

cendrillon

a friend of mine told me about this filipino restaurant in new york..... my first reaction was "ah! yeah, i've been there twice....the firefly, right?"........ yes, i was being a smart ass........... it turned out it's not firefly, it's cendrillon........ so i went there last thursday........ i took the C train (you can take A,C, E or 1) going downtown, got off at canal street, then i walked all the way down until i saw mercer street then i turned left at mercer street.... i passed by two streets, grand and, hmm, i forgot, just consult google earth........after passing that two streets i saw cendrillon at my left.......

when i got there i was greeted by a caucasian guy and there was a lady at the bar smiling at me (a filipina)....... i said hi to the guy and told him i just want to order a take out...... i ordered chicken adobo and leche flan..... their adobo is good! much much better than the one i tried at manila bay, a filipino restaurant in northeast philadelphia (near where i live)....... the adobo they have is somewhat bland..... but i heard manila bay's pinatubo is good...... and oh! their crispy pata is good too........

so anyway....... yeah, the adobo is good...... it has rice that looks like a "biko" and some veggies....... it's just a bummer that some of the sauce spilled while i was on the A train on my way to penn station.......... their adobo is different pa naman, because they use "gata"......howel...... i'm going back there anyway...... i need to try their ribs adobo.....

ok! enough of this babbling....... just go to their website (www.cendrillon.com ) for more info..... address is:

45 Mercer Street (between Broome and Grand Sts.) NY, NY 10013
phone:212-343-9012 fax: 212-343-9670
email:acbesa@prodigy.net


"Cendrillon ... a fashionable SoHo bistro, where traditional Filipino fare is masterfully tweaked; where, with a wink and touch of culinary genius, the bibingka becomes a rich souffle of gouda and feta instead of the traditional water-buffalo cheese, and where the paella is a steaming cornucopia of shrimp, long beans and indigo-colored rice ..."
- Somini Sengupta, New York Times, April 1998

>cendrillon_adobo

Friday, November 16, 2007

first day high?



today is my first day because my employer was anxious for me to start.....

i was supposed to start this monday november 5th (that's what the job offer has) but because my lawyer wasn't able to file my h1 transfer on the date i have anticipated i had to haggle..... i said i won't be able to start until the 19th of november because i need to give my previous employer a 2-week notice..... although what really happened was i just gave my employer a week notice and filed for a week vacation leave..... i'm in dire need of a vacation and i know as soon as i start with this company i would be very very very very, did i say very? yeah, "very" busy....

i'm the only asian here, the rest are whites...... i saw 2 blacks though and 1 french...... the office is big but old (29 years in the business)..... it's in the suburbs area so it's a one floor big building and surrounding offices are far from each other..... weight watchers and accuweather offices are here...... i like their break room because it has everything as in it's a complete kitchen, you can actually cook here...... they have two bathrooms (maybe if you do overnights? oh boy *bites finger*).... they have a mini gym (weights, yoga balls, etc but i'm only interested on that elliptical thing, coolness!).... everyone seems friendly...... i have my own cube, which is bigger than what i had at ibc (i can set up a tent here).... everyone seems to have 2 computer monitors........ which is a good thing because pressing alt-tab all the time kinda gets irritating sometimes....... hmm... whatelse...... i kinda like my new project........ they say i should start small so i won't get overwhelmed but they posted the whole database schema at one of my cube walls and i get dizzy by just glancing at it, jeez! i even had my first meeting..... but so far so good.... i think i'll be staying here for a long time (yeah, i have to stick with 'em because they'll be processing my greencard, lol).... and oh! my lawyer just sent me my h1 transfer receipt notice from INS which is good.... i think that's as good as being approved so i think i can breathe ok now .....

on another news...i'm broke .... i have to send money back home for my sister-in-law.... she'll be giving birth soon.... i'm so excited.... i want my own baby too..... hmm... maybe in 2009..... c'mon! it's a joke! you're no fun ....

p.s.
i need to return the laptop to my previous employer
and i'll be laptopless for ...hmm... a month! oh darn, that
sucks.... goodluck to me...


Tuesday, November 13, 2007

back track....


here's a quick rundown on what's been going on...

ayeen_ibx
outside the bldg...more pix here

first, i found a permanent full time position.... it's no longer in center city philly but it's still in pennsylvania and is just 20 minutes away from center city.... it's no longer a consulting firm so that means goodbye to travelling.... not that i am giving up travelling but i kinda just don't like the idea of not having a stable job.... consulting means no client-no salary and that sucks, big time! (that only goes for non-american consulting companies because that's an illegal set-up).... i actually have 2 permanent position offers.... the other one is in minesotta but i accepted the one here because i chose the one with higher pay and benefits (minny offer doesn't have medical benefits).... anyway, i'll be starting on monday (19th).... it was supposed to be on the 5th but we had to wait for my transfer to be filed first and i wasn't able to resign until last monday november 5th....






second, i went to baltimore aquarium last saturday.... i wasn't feeling well that day because i had my very first flu shot the day before (free flu shot from ibc...yep, took advantage of it before i finally left).... they say their flu virus here is much different from the philippines so i figured i really got to get that flu shot because i can't get sick.... plus it's highly recommended specially for people with asthma.... so anyway, the side effect was i felt like i'm getting a fever and my head hurts.... but i enjoyed baltimore just the same  i just rested the whole sunday and then i felt better after....

ayeenbaltimore3_sm
more pix here

dinuguan ayeen_redribbon
that's the dinuguan and me wearing an eagle's mcnabb jersey

third, went to jersey city for my red ribbon trip last monday (nov 12th).... sheesh you could have seen me while i was taking my first bite of puto and dinuguan.... i never thought i have missed it that much.... bought brazo de mercedes (half roll), crema de fruta, mamon and ensayamada for take home..... i'm so going back there.... too bad, it's a 2 hour drive from philadelphia but still, i am going back! (note: goldilocks' brazo de mercedes is still better than red ribbon's)


i also went to see some murals by a filipino friend..... you might have heard of him-- eliseo art silva ...... he's a famous filipino muralist with murals all over california and philadelphia.....

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more photos here


my lease ends on first week of december.... my new apartment will be available, hopefully, on the 8th of december.... i can't wait! now i can really buy furnitures and other things for my apartment.... because right now the only furniture i have is a queen size airbed, an iron, an oven toaster and a blender.... well, atleast i don't have to rent a uhaul to move ....

korman_ofc2


i guess that's it....

and oh! 2 of my friends are visiting me on thanksgiving! can't wait! and i also can't wait for black friday.... major discounts, baby! :-P

photo now published...


thanks for the well wishers.... i received an email last november 9 (friday) that my photo was chosen...... more details here: http://www.xanga.com/pixelsandcolors/626943251/photo-was-chosen.html

(sorry i have a separate blog account for my so called life as a photographer wannabe)....

photos are not showing!


and i don't know why...

for viewing my baltimore aquarium and murals photos just remember to click "slideshow"...


http://sweetsentiments.multiply.com/photos/album/78 (murals in philly)
http://sweetsentiments.multiply.com/photos/album/77 (baltimore aquarium)

Thursday, November 08, 2007

huh?! why? how? when?


once upon a time there was this business magazine writer who wants to interview Travel Factor's owners and gave us sets of question........... i think they changed their mind, but anyway, just to share (i have updated my previous answers).....

Individual questions for each of the Travel Factor partners:

What is your educational background?
i'm a graduate of B.S. Information and Computer Science from St. Paul Manila

How old are you?

oh boy, do i really have to answer this? i'm 21 *grins* fine! 30.

What made you decide/agree to venture in to this type of business?
travelling is my passion and as corny as this may sound i fell inlove with the beauty of the Philippines and i want to share it with my friends or to anyone who shares the same sentiments....also, my friends know how lakwatsera i am that's why it's me they go to first whenever they are planning to go somewhere to ask for tips on where to go, what to do, where to stay, to give them sample iteneraries, budget proposals, etc. and i realized i enjoy doing it and i was like, hmm, i could make money out of this travel consulting thing..... so i took up a short course at TLRC ("how to set up a travel agency", "booking and ticketing", "making tour packages") some years ago and tried to put up my own travelling agency business......... unfortunately, that didn't materialize because makati (the city where i plan to put up my travel agency) doesn't give business license for travel agencies anymore....... yeah, it stinks but, well, everything happens for a reason....... and then one day i met tyx and leia from PLP (pexers libot pinas club), we were planning our coron trip for PLP that time......... and because we share the same passion in travelling we hit it off right away and then one day they proposed this business venture to me and ofcourse i said yes right away and the rest is history....

What is your main responsibility in the company?
actually, we pretty much do a little bit of everything like coming up with iteneraries, making tour packages, do researches, invite people for our trips and oh! i'm in charge of the website (which is still under construction argh!)....

What would you consider as your strength in handling a business that is key to the operations and growth of Travel Factor?

i'm obssesive compulsive, in a good way, haha..... my attention for details is i think my greatest strength... plus i've been to a lot of places in the philippines so i know where to go, what to do, what to expect...

What would you consider to be the biggest challenge the company has faced since you started operations and how did you manage to address it?
we all have day jobs and we are in the IT field (i'm a java programmer, leia and rege are mainframe programmers, tyx and jasper are php programmers) so our schedules get a little crazy sometimes, specially now that i'm in the u.s., so we have to stay up late to chat online to take care of the details of our tours....... and since sometimes it's impossible to get together to brainstorm or to make decisions about something we just make do with communicating thru emails, ym, multiply, sms, igoogle, phone calls and, hmm... mental telepathy? haha...


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more questions....

What inspired you to form the company Travel Factor?
travelling is our passion.... we love meeting new friends.... we love to share the beautiful places that we've been to and! i haven't come across a travelling agency in the philippines that cater for "smart" travellers (a.k.a. backpackers, budget travellers or kuripot travellers like me )

What is the business philosophy of Travel Factor?
you don't have to burn your wallet to travel....

What sets it apart from other travel agencies or tour groups?
we are young and beautiful, that gives us the edge, haha..... nah! kidding aside we customize our trips based on the needs/budget of our clients...... we offer the off the beaten track trips and we mostly cater for budget travellers, backpackers, whatever you call it...

What are the main considerations when you formulate a travel plan for your clients?
we ask them where they want to go and what their budget is and we start from there....

What's your target market?
young professionals and students....

What kinds of activities are you currently offering clients?
we have surfing trips almost every weekend that we call surfvivor and we also offer trips to "hard to get to" places like sagada, cdo, pagudpud, pandan island.... right now we are introducing another tour series we call photoholic which will start on november 3 until december 2...... this is for people who's into photography, newbies or not..... our first photoholic trip is in ilocos.....

What other activities do you plan to offer?
we are thinking of organizing more adventurous trips ala fear factor....

How do you market your business to attract more clients?
right now it's mostly thru word of the mouth, referrals.....

What are the factors you consider when setting the price you charge for your clients?
type of accomodation, type of transpo, what tours/activities they want to avail.....

How do you keep costs affordable while keeping the business profitable?
we just rely on discounts that we get from hotels and resorts...... we are not that big on making profits yet (we have our real jobs), we just want to do what we enjoy doing and make a difference in promoting philippine tourism.... "wag maging dayuhan sa sarili mong bayan!"

What steps are you taking to make sure that Travel Factor becomes the top of mind company when travelers are looking for an agency?
we make sure that we take care of them.... we make sure they're having fun.... we make sure that it would be a trip that we ourselves would enjoy.......

How do you choose partners/potential partners for the activities that you have (for example the LU Surf School)?
we're not really choosy as long as they would cater to our clients' needs..... and....well, discounts are good

Do you see this as a long-term business?
yes! as long as there are people on this planet there would always be travellers......

Where do you see the company in the next three to five years?
hopefully go international...... offer international destinations and invite foreign nationals to tour the philippines......

What strategies do you apply to reach your corporate goals?
there are really no strategies, we just make sure that we meet or exceed our clients' expectations

What is your assessment of domestic tourism in terms of human traffic and preferences (acitivities, mode of travel, food, accommodations, etc.)?
it would really depend on the age bracket...younger people tend to look for activities that would give them adrenalin rush and younger people are usually more adventurous when it comes to mode of transpo (they even prefer "top load"), activities and their focus is what's "out there" rather than worrying if their room has cable or not.....

How is the domestic tourism climate making an impact on your business?
like in the case of our surfvivor series, ofcourse we need waves for that so we have to know the months that are good for surfing... tourism is a whole year round thing... if it's raining and typhoons are just coming in one after the other then it's surfing time! if it's summer, we all know what summer means... and in between those season there are always mountains to climb or caves to explore......



Wednesday, November 07, 2007

marlin's new adventure...

_____________________________________________
From: Stevenson, S
Sent: Tuesday, November 06, 2007 7:53 AM
To: Bachetti, C; Murray, DA.
Cc: C, Marlin; Clarke, N; Boddorff, C H.
Subject: Marlin's New Adventure

Unfortunately for us, Marlin has been offered an excellent new opportunity and so has tendered her resignation as of the end of this week. While I am sincerely happy for Marlin, I'm no less concerned about the turn-over. I'm afraid I'm not sure where to begin.

C and N have agreed that the Fulfillment Drivers User Interface will be the responsibility of the ODS Technical Team, with backup from the resident web-application lead. Of course, that means you two. Given Marlin's dedication to a quality, business-oriented product, I have no doubt this is an excellent opportunity for us, too.

In any case, please let me know how best you can become familiar with the software components. If some general meeting time is in order, I can arrange. If time with Marlin reviewing the application is most appropriate, then please plan for all the time that you require this week. Any tools or desktop set-up that are in order can be arranged. As an aside, Marlin is in the process of completing a developer's guide for your reference.


_____________________________________________
From: Bachetti, C
Sent: Tuesday, November 06, 2007 8:11 AM
To: C, Marlin
Subject: RE: Marlin's New Adventure

Hey Marlin,

Congratulations, I'm sorry to hear that you're leaving though.

I was just wondering if I could sit with you sometime tomorrow to review some things? I'm working from home today, but I'll be in the office tomorrow.

Thanks,
C

_____________________________________________
From: C, Marlin
Sent: Tuesday, November 06, 2007 8:40 AM
To: Bachetti, C
Subject: RE: Marlin's New Adventure


Hi C,

Thanks. Yes, you can drop by my cube any time tomorrow.

Best Regards,
Marlin


busy busy busy week..

happy-joy-joy


i feel happy, sad and guilty all at the same time.

i'm thankful but i still think i'm not worthy. i can't reciprocate.

hold it! shush, ok? don't you dare :P

looking forward to...?


lots and lots of things to look forward to...

there's november 9 and there's november 10....... november 11 and november 19...... there's november 22-24 and there's december 8!!

life is good...

God is good!

weeeee!

Monday, November 05, 2007

ultimate ilocos trip for photoholics and lakwatseros !!!






PHOTOHOLIC '07:
ILOCOS HERITAGE TOUR
Nov 30 - Dec 2




 


If you love to take pictures and travel, come join us on our very first Photoholic series!

We would take you to interesting locations around Ilocos for 3 days and 2 nights' photography tour for just 4,800 per person. See the majestic Blue Lagoon cove and admire it's pure beauty of lush foliage and fine white sand and see for yourself why it's called the Boracay of the North. We would take you back in time by walking on the cobbled stone streets of Calle Crisologo. See the famous wind turbines of Bangui, the famous Paoay church and many more surprise destinations.


Sound like fun? Come on and sign up. We only have limited slots.


Photoholic trip is open to all photographers at any skill level with any kind  of camera, film or digital (point&shoot or not, even camera phone users are welcome). Open also to all who just want to hang out with us and explore the beauty of the Philippines.

Friday, November 02, 2007

short listed for philadelphia guide...

i was surprised to receive a notice telling me that one of my philadelphia photos was short listed for the philadelphia guide...... it was a surprise because i didn't join any competition (because i don't have a "proper" camera yet)...... i later on found out that they saw my photo at flickr.com..... nice.... here's what the email contains:

http://www.xanga.com/pixelsandcolors/624776457/short-listed.html

i hope i'll get lucky..... the first time i got published was with JUAN, a travel magazine (story here and here)........ i forgot to mention that JUAN published one of my photos again (yeah, for the second time, february edition i think)..... they used one of my cebu photos for their cebu article......... too bad i already left the philippines when they started distributing the magazine and i'm still hoping they still have one copy reserved for me......

a wish for myself and for you...


i hope that the days come easy and the moments pass slow,
and each road leads you where you want to go,
and if you're faced with a choice, and you have to choose,
i hope you choose the one that means the most to you
.
and if one door opens to another door closed,
i hope you keep on walkin' till you find the window
,
if it's cold outside, show the world the warmth of your smile
,

but more than anything, more than anything,
my wish, for you, is that this life becomes all that you want it to,
your dreams stay big, and your worries stay small,
you never need to carry more than you can hold
,
and while you're out there getting where you're getting to,
i hope you know somebody loves you, and wants the same things too,
yeah, this, is my wish.

i hope you never look back, but ya never forget,
all the ones who love you, in the place you left
,
i hope you always forgive, and you never regret,
and you help somebody every chance you get
,
oh, you find God's grace, in every mistake
,
and you always give more than you take.

but more than anything, yeah, and more than anything,
my wish, for you, is that this life becomes all that you want it to,
your dreams stay big, and your worries stay small,
you never need to carry more than you can hold,
and while you're out there getting where you're getting to,
i hope you know somebody loves you, and wants the same things too,
yeah, this, is my wish.

this is my wish
i hope you know somebody loves you
may all your dreams stay big

- my wish by rascal flatts

one of my favorite songs from rascal flatts..... i like their songs because of the lyrics...... i can always relate to them......

you can listen to the song here -> http://sweetsentiments.multiply.com/music/item/1/Country .... sorry it's country but try and listen, you might like it..... not all country songs sound yoodoolehiyo-ish (if there's such a word :P

Thursday, November 01, 2007

i'm tired...

i'm tired....

don't you sometimes wish you're a lil kid again? and just worry about patintero or langit at lupa....

.....i'm tired

i miss my brother and my dad and my dog...

i want to go home......

......now

a knack for making things complicated...


why is it that everytime i make a resolution to take the journey on what i believe is the right path something always happens that would stir me away from it?

i really have a knack for complicating things.....

........ and i HATE it.....


p.s.
focus. focus. focus.
or i'll get lost.

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