random blah-ness...

i'm still anxiously waiting.....

sorry i can't tell you what that might be, i don't want to jinx it........ but geez, i just hate waiting..... i used to be very very very patient..... but as i get older, i don't know what happened, i just got more and more impatient...........

anyway........ had another sushi last night...... as usual it's gooooood..... it looked like a california maki but it's not............. it has grilled sashimi(?), tempura, avocado, lettuce, some secret sauce (lol) and lots of fish eggs which i really really like..... sorry no picture........ i was so hungry last night that i was just eating one sushi after another without even pausing to breathe, lol.....

hmmm....whatelse..... oh! my balikbayan box is on it's way to the phillippines....... i can't wait for my family to open it.......

been meeting a lot of new friends...... been going out a lot too lately which is good....... but i'm also sensing some complications that might pop out along the way which, to be honest, i'm kinda scared thinking about but i'm still on the right track, i think.......... i just have to set boundaries because i don't want to give false hopes nor send out the wrong signals........

i still don't know what to do these coming holidays but a friend of mine is inviting me to come with him at connecticut this thanksgiving....... he's talking about macy's (not sure of the spelling) parade........... i just hope he won't change his mind-again (lol)........ i might not be able to go to las vegas for my birthday (my original plan) which really stinks because i'm looking forward to it and i still don't have a plan B for my birthday yet......... christmas? i'm really seriously thinking of visiting my relatives in canada but i'm still working on my canadian visa....... i keep putting it off because i'm waiting for my grandma's invitation letter (do i have to wait for that? or can i go ahead and submit my application?)............. new year, hmm.... no plans yet..... but i heard they have good fireworks here at penn's landing......... we'll see....

i'm missing someone...... i really want to go home for atleast a week's visit but i can't yet..... not until late next year but again that's a maybe...... but if that person comes here to visit, wow! yun lang masasabi ko, wow!

p.s.
i lost 5 lbs.... i'm 105 lbs now... not sure if it's good or bad.... my friend says it's not good and that i should start eating a proper lunch (i just eat 2 pieces of whole wheat bread at lunch).......... but i like seeing some curves and some bones so for me it's good, lol