trying so hard...

not to get sick....

yep, trying so hard not to get sick...... i haven't been feeling well since sunday afternoon..... maybe it's the weather..... lately, the weather here is crazy....... one day it's hot the next day it would be cold and the next day it would be raining....... and oh! leaves are turning red/yellow/orange..... i just love looking at them.... i need a camera!!!!!! darn.

anyway....

been taking theraflu and some cold medicines and have been drinking lots and lots of water (which results in going to the loo every 30 min, sheesh!)..... but so far so good-- i think.... i'm still getting headaches from time to time and i still sneeze and blow my nose a lot and have been experiencing some minor muscle pains..... i just hope this won't turn into a full blown flu....... this is so not a good time to skip work because my project will be in production this friday and i need to support it.....

on other news...

i had let go of the diversion..... yey! well, yeah, it was hard because it's like an addiction that you can't just give up but i know that's the right thing to do..... because no matter how i turn the situation upside-down the diversion really is doing more harm than good..... i have to do it sooner or later anyway, it's inevitable, so i might as well do it sooner..... so there, hasta la vista.......

i guess that's just it........ that's what's been happening in my little world.....

p.s.
still waiting for that freaking #@!!@#!&% !!! geez... i shouldn't have retain them..... i should have followed my officemate's suggestion.....

*inhale-exhale*