everything DOESN'T happen for a reason

i no longer believe that everything happens for a reason.....

because it's more like.....

everything happens as an aftermath of your decision...



i wish there's a cure for stupidity because i surely need a big dose.....
but oh well, it is what it is........
i can't bring back time with my non-stop bawling but i must admit that somehow it numbs the unwanted emotions......


it is true.......... pride really doesn't get you anywhere.....
i learned that the hard way....



p.s.
what have i done?