before you criticize your adversaries look in the mirror first..

dear you,

yes you who have been secretly reading my blogs to see if i wrote something about you again...

do  you really think you're a saint of some sort? do you really think what you've done is noble? do you expect a medal for that? how pathetic. before you criticize your adversaries look at yourself in the  mirror first and ask yourself if you have been fair to them, if you haven't stepped on anyone's foot.....

let's rewind for a bit...... before all "these" happened..... did i ever give you a hard time? have i been mean to you?& nbsp;didn't i support your decision.... wasn't i always on your side when the going gets tough? didn't i help in making things a reality? didn't i support you all the way?

now, fast forward..... i started "giving you a piece of my mind" after you have hurt me........ ofcourse, i'll be mad at what you did.....why, what do you expect me to do? just smile and take all the beating you're giving me without as much as a wince? dear, i'm not a saint (atleast i dont pretend to be one like what you're doing)....... if you threw rocks at me, hell, i'm not going to throw you bread, i'll throw those rocks back to you..... i'm sure you'll do the same thing.... that's what you're doing right now..... you're retaliating..... our only difference is i deserve to get mad at you first because you did me wrong...... your retaliation is just base on satisfying your ego, you don't like being wrong...... you can't accept it when someone pointed out to you that you're wrong.....

here's another thing to think about..... what kind of retaliation did i do.... did i destroy you? did i do any malicious thing? did i start mass emailing everyone (i have all the contacts, yes) to stop using you? nope.... i just blog away.... and i make sure you can see it (unlike what you're doing), that all your other friends can see it....... i'm not a coward, i don't back stab people...... whenever i have something to say i'll make sure you can see them, i dont "hide" my blogs because  i dont want you to think i say things behind your back..... so it's either it's "public"  or if its for "friends only" i make sure your "friends" can see it so they can show it to you......


now for the bad news......

i'm sorry but you are not an angel so please stop acting as if you're the victim, you're not........ and no matter how you turn things upside down you have treated people very very unjustly........ you stepped on someone's soul just to satisfy your ego......  you didn't think things over before you made a decision about that important stuff......... you're very impulsive....... you're greedy, you're insensitive, you're two-faced and yes, you're, sorry for lack of better words, a bitch.......


but you know what..... if you had think things carefully..... if you made sure everything was done in a fair, just manner we wouldn't have this strife.....  i just don't like the way i was treated...... you treated me like a filthy rug as if i didnt contribute anything...... why did you do that? why didnt you talk to me personally to tell me what's on your mind...... why didn't you tell me how you feel...... i'll understand..... believe me, i will.....  but what did you do, you resorted to some drastic, cowardly and unfair measures...... so not cool...... and to top it all, you insulted me...... that's like putting salt on the wound.....

anyway, i hope you're happy now.... i hope this is the life you want to have.... a life full of deceit and anger and jealousy..... i hope you can sleep well at night.....

no, im not bitter.....  how vain of you to think that i am...... none of your accomplishment would make me feel bitter and/or jealous...... i just want you to realize where & what you've done wrong..... and i want you to remember that you wouldn't be where you are right now if i wasn't part of the equation..... ofcourse, you're too proud to admit that..... but that's ok....

 

- ayeen

p.s.
how am i? im fabulous!
its true what they say,
when someone slams a door at you
God opens a window....
and that window is gold-plated..
the door you slammed at me
is as rotten as your heart...