they said im not ready for a dog *bawls*

here's the puppy i was supposed to get..... the breeder is near philadelphia airport.....

http://philadelphia.kijiji.com/c-Pets-Dogs-puppies-for-sale-BICHONS-FRISE1-f-3-M-W0QQAdIdZ62578323

and here's why i can't have a dog:

http://answers.yahoo.com/question/index;_ylt=ArB5vOSvhuga2cpKLoorFdcazKIX;_ylv=3?qid=20080806115727AAONJCi

darn.

i want to cry...